Friday, December 10, 2010

Still here

Dear Friends,

My apologies for not blogging lately.  I have been doing some extra outside work doing some in-home chef services for some elderly clients that I had made connections with during Farmer's Market, and I was needing some extra money for some future projects around the house so I have been working and by the time I get home, I am beat, so I just haven't been blogging much.  There really isn't much going on around here anyway, I don't have an interesting life anyway, pretty boring so I guess I don't have too much to say.

I do however have some things on my mind, and during the holidays, I find them unbelievable to say the least, and very sad, tragic and feeling the world is literally coming unhinged.
I am so very saddened by the news of these people, if you want to call them that, that are killing their children.  I personally cannot find the words to even think of such brutal and evil doing such as this.  I am having great difficulty in even getting a grip on this and even how a parent can even do such a thing.  I wish someone could explain this to me, though there are no words to even be able to speak of such doings.

Has our world gone so much in the loo that this is the way we handle rifts in relationships, or in difficult times?  I just even do not have words to even begin such a subject, and to be very honest, if I begin, I think that I would melt into tears.  I deal with cruel things when I handle ICU issues with pets, but children dying by the hands of parents, I cannot even put a word into play without tears or anger.  This has really the last week, put me in a state of sadness, and a feeling of hopelessness, and I think that is why I haven't blogged, as it seems that what is the use of blogging when so many other things are going on that are so monstrous in nature, that you don't even know where to start.

Anyway, I just wanted to get this out, as it truly bothers me, and I don't even think anyone could come up with an answer anyway.  I think that it is so big that only the Lord could  touch this.  I pray daily and meditate about a lot of things that seems so huge, I try to pray to even take a bite out of it.  I hope that my little prayers take a bite.

Anyway, I thought that I would pop in quickly to jot a quick note to all, before I collapse for the night.
So, please everyone, have a wonderful weekend, and I hope that next week is better.

Take care all